I put my trust in you (kai!)

[helena marie adelstein]

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[style= width: 300px; height: 255px; padding: 15px; overflow: auto; font-size: 9px; text-align: justify;]Tonight was beautiful. The air was somewhat cold yet not enough to cause you to feel like you need to stay inside to shield yourself from it. The stars were shinning high on the sky, and surprisingly there wasn't much noise at the streets. It was just a quiet night, simple and regular as any other. A few cars going down the road, none of them fast enough that it would cause any police man to want to stop them. A bit away from those calm streets was where Helena was at the moment. Just a bit to the left of the main streets. It always seemed to be that way, it was always the side notes where she stays. Just close enough to know a lot of people but not on the closest that they would know everything about her or what is happening in her life. That is the way she likes it though, she prefers to be the one taking care of them rather than being taken cared off. People have enough trouble of their own to worry about her petty ones.

If her vision wasn't bad enough, the tears that were pouring out of her eyes made the road a thousand times blurrier. Helena couldn't help it though, they will just keep on falling from her eyes no matter what. Her legs were moving as fast as the could, trying to put as much distance between her and the academies. Even with her being in good shape it still caused every muscle on her legs to burn and every breathe to ache; coming in with short gasps but she couldn't dare to stop now even when she knows she managed to get away a while ago. For how long has she been running? She can't really remember, it just happened, fight or flight instinct kicked in and she was of course going to choose to flight. All she wants is be back home, back where she can hide away at the beach to be find by her grandfather. Why can't she be back home? Is that really too much to ask?

Each time she blinked it was like being transported back to what had happened merely half an hour ago. What was her father doing here? Did he said why? He probably did but yelling and fear don't make for a good combination and so her attention had been focused more on his actions rather than his words. It all escalated so quickly, one second she was merely opening the door, greeting him, then the next the pain on her arms appeared and suddenly she was hitting the wall. Oh right, her head hurts, maybe the pain from running was overpowering the rest. This most have been the only time she actually tried to stop it, the time when she half stood up to him by not entirely doing what was being asked. That most have been the trigger.

The more she runs the more she could see the images clear in her head, her father taking her by the arms, throwing her to the side as hard as possible to get her out of the way. She could feel the pain on the side of her head as it hit the wall, luckily her shoulder wasn't hurting, or not yet at least. Then when she thought she could sneak out he noticed it, oh maybe she should have been faster as she ran down the hall, or maybe she shouldn't have intended to take the elevator and just go straight for the stairs. One thing was certain, him being drunk was working on her favor a little, he wasn't so agile when he was drunk. The flashback stopped there, not because it wasn't going to continue but because her legs had finally stopped, putting an end to her getaway as if she had reached the finish line. But where exactly was she? She didn't know, her eyes were still cloudy.

Breathing fastened. She was a mess, not that she could see herself though. Her eyes were red and puffy from the tears, her hair messed up from the tossing, the running, did he tried to pull her hair? Oh she can't remember right now. It all seemed mixed and coming in waves, so as one group of waves ended, there was a short period of time before the next arrives. There was also a small trace of blood running down the side of her face, probably from her head hitting the wall. Umm, she will have to clean up the wall tomorrow if it got stained. Actually she will have to clean up most of the place. Now that she was just standing there, before this house that she had not been able to identify yet, she could feel a pounding on her left ankle, which was probably swelling. Bruises already on her arms. She was really not looking pretty today, how embarrassing to be out like this. If only she had been wearing long sleeves it would have helped a little. style]

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[kaiser lucas frei]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, background-color:#666666; width:450px; padding:0px; border: 12px solid #1c1c1c;] [style=width: 120px; height:120px; float: left; background: transparent; padding: 0px 0px 0px 20px;][style=width: 100px; height:100px; float: left; background: url(http://i43.tinypic.com/30bpkxf.png); border: 7px solid #1c1c1c;] [/style] fate fell short this time [style=width: 404px; height:60px; background: transparent; font-size: 10px; font-family: georgia; letter-spacing:2px; line-height:105%; text-align: justify; padding:5px 0px 0px 0px;]YOUR SMILE FADES IN THE SUMMER. PLACE YOUR HAND IN MINE, I'LL LEAVE WHEN I WANNA. - - - - - - - - - - - [/style] TAGGED: hels WORDS: ### STATUS: complete/incomplete smoke was something that kaiser would always find fascinating. the way that something as light as a breeze could ruin the perfect cloud it was intent on making. something so simple could just completely and utterly destroy it. wash it away. kaiser envied the way it could just... disappear. disappearing was something kai had wanted to do for quite a while now, and he watched the smoke steal his dreams right in front of his eyes. he pulled the cigarette away from his lips, letting the much-desired grey smog litter the air. he watched the particles expand and then vanish, revealing a body through their mass. She was exhausted and in pretty poor condition; definitely running from something. kaiser got to his feet, heart pumping in his chest. what the hell happened? it was helena. kaiser rushed down the steps and threw his cigarette onto the ground, not sure what to say when he got to the girl. "aleu..." he gasped, noticing the little trickle of blood. "'leu, what the hell happened?" very gingerly, as to not harm her, he wrapped his arms around her little shoulders and pulled her to his chest. with one hand, he guided her tear-stained face towards the crook of his neck, petting the back of her head rhythmically. he could feel the anger beginning to burn inside of him, igniting him like a firework. but the more rational side of the german boy knew that bombarding someone who was hurting with questions wasn't helpful. it never helped him. NOTES: kaiser's 'bout to beat some daddy ass >:O [/style]

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[helena marie adelstein]

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[style= width: 300px; height: 255px; padding: 15px; overflow: auto; font-size: 9px; text-align: justify;]Helena was merely standing there with no real clue as to where she is right now. However she couldn't help but realize where she was, it all slowly began to become clear and she saw the familiar place. To be quite honest Helena has no idea how she had managed to end up here, it didn't even mattered though, all she had been wishing to do was put as much distance between her and her dad as possible. Her eyes were still red, and they burned a little yet there was nothing she could do to change that. If she had been thinking perhaps she would have run to see Dani, but quite honestly she is a little glad she didn't because Dani would have been too worried, not that that is a bad thing but they had such an amazing time on Saturday that she would have hated to ruin that happiness with this. It just wasn't his cross to bare, then again it also wasn't this person's cross either yet here she is.

When she was able to see Kai she felt the tears threating to come out again, her shoulders shaking while she tried to hold back the sobs. The first instinct of her body was to tense up at the touch, yet it soon relaxed. Her arms wrapped around him, holding onto his shirt, It was impossible for her to stop the sobbing now, and even when half of her -or more- energy had slipped away in her run away she still used all she could do hold him close. He asked her a question, she should really answer that question, she knows it would be wrong for her not to give him some sort of explanation to what was happening. Part of her doesn't want to speak up, she just wants to forget what happened, convince herself it was all alright again and find some form to downsize this. It wasn't going to happen, this wasn't something she could brush off, even if she tries.

"My...my..." voice filled with emotion, eyes closed as she continued to hide her face in the crock of his neck. There had to be a way to bite back the emotion, to stop her voice from cracking even when she was only saying one word. "My dad...he's...here" By now she was confused about whether the headache she was feeling was because she was crying or because of the fact that she had hit it against the wall. She doesn't want to cry anymore, she doesn't want to get his shirt all soaked with tears, he was probably fine and happy and doing something important when she interrupted him. Yes, she should have gone someplace else, maybe when she is able to speak she will be able to apologize to him for interrupting. As she shifted her arms a little, kind of to get a better grip of him she winced, deciding that moving was a bad idea now, maybe she should stay still. Yes, that seems like the best way to go.

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[kaiser lucas frei]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, background-color:#666666; width:450px; padding:0px; border: 12px solid #1c1c1c;] [style=width: 120px; height:120px; float: left; background: transparent; padding: 0px 0px 0px 20px;][style=width: 100px; height:100px; float: left; background: url(http://i43.tinypic.com/30bpkxf.png); border: 7px solid #1c1c1c;] [/style] fate fell short this time [style=width: 404px; height:60px; background: transparent; font-size: 10px; font-family: georgia; letter-spacing:2px; line-height:105%; text-align: justify; padding:5px 0px 0px 0px;]YOUR SMILE FADES IN THE SUMMER. PLACE YOUR HAND IN MINE, I'LL LEAVE WHEN I WANNA. - - - - - - - - - - - [/style] TAGGED: hels WORDS: ### STATUS: complete/incomplete kaiser stood there, as solid as stone. he surprised himself with how tall he was able to stand while the past week had been him throwing himself around on legs that felt awfully similar to broken stilts. he figured that a good bit that contributed to it was the churning of blood he felt in his veins and the drumming that begun in his ears. someone had really fucked up this time. time almost stood still for the boy as she confessed who had committed this heinous act against her. her father. what the fuck was going wrong with men older than 30 these days? he felt his fingers begin to curl into fists, still pressed against the brunette girl's back. an anger as pure as fire built up in his eyes and his arms began to shake with the eagerness of driving a hole through this man's head. forgetting his morals, he growled in a low voice, "Where is he. What the fuck did he do to you." kaiser had been the target of abuse from his dad for as long as he could remember now, but this was the first time in a long time that kaiser was really willing to go out and kill someone. maybe if he was sent to prison, they would give him his phone again this time, too. NOTES: kaiser's 'bout to beat some daddy ass > [/style]

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[helena marie adelstein]

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[style= width: 300px; height: 255px; padding: 15px; overflow: auto; font-size: 9px; text-align: justify;]It wasn't like she wanted him to do something, but since she was already here with him, hugging him was all her mind and body needed to calm down. Helena had always been a firm believer that hugs tend to help people in need, God knows she is the first person in line to give them out if anyone looks sad; so it only made sense that when she was sad, a hug will be the first thing she needs. Specially today, because even when she would have loved to open the door, see her dad and hug him, to for once see him be happy to see her, she knows that is never going to happen. Things had never been as bad as today, he had grabbed harshly at her before, yes, but she can't think of a day when he had actually thrown her against anything. But what hurt the most was the look in his eyes; it was weird but despite the anger she could also see a bit of pain; which was what continued to make Hels be unable to hate the guy.

Realizing that the movement wasn't her, that it was in fact Kai's arms shaking, she moved a little again. Just enough so she could open her eyes and half look behind him. Tears run down her cheeks once more, silent tears that faded away once they hit the fabric of Kaiser's shirt. "I don't know..." quite honestly she has no clue where he is, nor she wants to find out, at least not today. It would be nice to know if he headed back to Los Angeles at some point but not today, not tomorrow, not anytime soon. She can forgive people's offences against her, it can be easily done, but this time around she is just too scared to know anything about him. Even now she was unconsciously looking around as if expecting him to have catch up with her. It was impossible but she still had that fear floating around her.

"I don't... he was yelling... and... I... was on his way..." she tried to make sense of what had happened, but her mind had been working on blocking it away while running. It was the usual process, something bad happens and she soon tries her best to burry it six feet under where it will never be found. "He...threw me away.. I think... I think I hit my head..." resting her forehead against his shoulder; eyes closed tight while she tires to remember but it hurts her head even more so she winced. Why was she on his way? What was he yelling about? She knows she listened to him, she most have, perhaps later on she will be able to remember why he had been yelling, most have been something about her; but what? Most likely the usual things but this seemed too over the top to be just that. Maybe she was just not letting her brain work as it should, maybe it needs time to recover from the blow to be able to think properly.

"I think I might have upset him" she tried her best to get her voice to stop shaking, but she was sure it wasn't working; yet at least she was now able to get more words out. Sure they were chopped but with some luck he was able to understand her.

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[kaiser lucas frei]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, background-color:#666666; width:450px; padding:0px; border: 12px solid #1c1c1c;] [style=width: 120px; height:120px; float: left; background: transparent; padding: 0px 0px 0px 20px;][style=width: 100px; height:100px; float: left; background: url(http://i43.tinypic.com/30bpkxf.png); border: 7px solid #1c1c1c;] [/style] fate fell short this time [style=width: 404px; height:60px; background: transparent; font-size: 10px; font-family: georgia; letter-spacing:2px; line-height:105%; text-align: justify; padding:5px 0px 0px 0px;]YOUR SMILE FADES IN THE SUMMER. PLACE YOUR HAND IN MINE, I'LL LEAVE WHEN I WANNA. - - - - - - - - - - - [/style] TAGGED: hels WORDS: ### STATUS: complete/incomplete kaiser sighed, grinding his teeth together. "don't blame yourself for anything, aleu," he said, wincing inwardly at how it sounded relatively close to a threat. "no one has the right to fucking touch you like that." it was really sickening. he couldn't tell which made him more queasy though, the fact that this man, helena's father, had thrown the little girl against a wall, or the fact that helena thought it was her fault. kaiser hadn't been there to see it thank god, that man would be dead so he had an unbiased opinion, but... he kept one arm around her and fumbled for his phone with the other. "let me call the police," he said, lifting her face so he could look at her. "please let me. okay? please?" the boy was basically begging. honestly, the man could have done a worse deal on her, like break a bone or... just worse. the cut on her head was enough to boil kaiser's blood, though. he knew he had his own problems with his dad, but he couldn't have him arrested for financial reasons. if his dad was thrown in jail, he would have no way to pay for the house. or his dogs. or his spliff and booze addiction. he would have to get rid of the dogs and live in one of those public homes. he couldn't lose luka, mika, and falco. he couldn't. but he was sure helena had somewhere to go and some way to get money. she had a job, for one, but he assumed she was pretty stuffed in her wallet, anyway. of course, kaiser made that assumption with just about anyone in easton. "if i can't get him locked up, you know i'm going to go kill him. so it's really me or him behind bars, aleu. please. jail isn't nice." NOTES: kaiser's 'bout to beat some daddy ass > [/style]

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[helena marie adelstein]

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[style= width: 300px; height: 255px; padding: 15px; overflow: auto; font-size: 9px; text-align: justify;]Helena had stopped blaming herself for her mother dying, but she can't do anything about changing her father view on things. If he thinks she is the guilty one then it was going to be that way all the time. It really hurts because she knows he is absolutely right. No one should do that to her, no one should be treated that way; yet on some twisted way she can't help but think it is the only way he has to relieve some of the pain. This is wrong of course, she knows that with all her heart. A small sigh left her lips, she was too dizzy to actually think much on the reasons behind what happened. She can't even think on why he was ever here, what dragged him to leave Los Angeles and come here? If only her memory could work.

Oh gosh she was doing her best not to move. Why would she move when staying still provided her some form of relieve from the pain? It was necessary though and so she looked up when he made her do so. Call the police? Oh dear, that would mean sending her father to jail; how cold she do something like this? No she surely can't do that to him, maybe she should just stay away from Dulcinea for a while, perhaps stay with Dani for a few days until she is certain that her dad had managed to head back to Los Angeles. He could stay there, she could live here, and just allow life to carry on with them not seeing each other again.

There was a look on his face though; she could tell he was rather worried about her. That was rather nice of him, to worry so much about her. He certainly isn't the first person who has threaten to want to go and murder her father. That was never a nice think to say, she doesn't want anyone to die. She doesn't want anyone to go to jail; she just wants things to work in a nice way and for everyone to get along. That was a childish thought, but she can't help herself from thinking that way. Answering to him was difficult, but she can't help but just looked into his eyes with a lost look in her own pair.

Hearing him say that caused a flicker of fear to run appear. "Please don't" she quickly shook her head only to regret it a second later. "I don't want you in jail... I don't want anything bad to happen" would she actually do that to him? Would he actually go and beat up her dad? She just doesn't want to think that Kai would actually kill him. "He... he is probably going back to LA soon" she tried to smile, she tried her best to do so, like she always tends to do but it didn't seem to work, it was just a pathetic attempt. "I just... need to stay away from Dulcinea... then I will be ok, he will head back, please Kai, please, don't do anything, just... I don't want to be alone" she continued to hold onto his shirt, keeping her arms around him, eyes locked with his.

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[kaiser lucas frei]

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[helena marie adelstein]

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[style= width: 300px; height: 255px; padding: 15px; overflow: auto; font-size: 9px; text-align: justify;]All Helena really wanted was to be able to let her mind get away from this moment. It had finally seemed like life had been working itself around her, like things were going to improve but does she have to keep on falling every time she feels like happiness might be around the corner? It was difficult for her to feel sad for long though, guess that is the problem with her personality, she ends up thinking that things will get better soon, that one day she will be able to get along with the man who just treated her like dirt. It was the endless flame that reminded her what a nice guy he used to be when her mother was alive, she hoped and prays that he will someday be able to go back to that. Even if he hurts her, she can't really wish her harm, her mind doesn't go that way.

Being held always helps; it is what her grandparents do when she is upset. They would hug her, and stroke her hair and back. Maybe that is why every time she is sad she wants someone to hold her; why when she sees someone in pain she would rush to them and wrap her arms around him. Like the day she met Kai in person for the first time, she couldn't help but hug him, try her best to show him with that embrace that she knew what he is going through, and that she was there for him. It sounds like a very cheesy line, something corny, but she honestly means it when she says she will do anything for her friends, she would seriously take a bullet for them, push them away from an oncoming vehicle. Whatever they need, she will do her best to make it happen. "Thank you" she whispered.

Dani. Dear lord, what was Dani going to think about this. Oh he was going to be so upset, but he was going to know, he has to know. Nodding slowly she gave a very soft smile. "Okay..." she whispered. "Thank you Kai, really, thank you" she took a long deep breath, and she made the dumb decision to rest the side with the cut against his shoulder which caused her to openly wince. "Ouch... gosh I am so dumb..." she murmured while moving her head back, hoping her words would work as a joke, which they were meant to be that way but who knows if they would be read as such.

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